I’ve loved you from the very first moment
You alone can feel the storm in my heart, I do not know if its love that I’m feeling? Because of the intensity of my feelings, my body is totally out of control, your eyes, your eyes, you look at me, why you can not see my eyes. The tears flow uncontrollably. I wonder who you are, why am I crying?
Just catch the look in your eyes. only for the first time, please let me have a look at my tsunami for a while. Who are you? what are you doing here? And what do you want from me is the question I keep asking I do not know what to do. I have to touch, even pinch myself tight. My breathing almost stopped, my legs were weak, my back lean against the wall, I had to support myself tight.
The tears flow constantly. To stay with you. Nothing compares to this feeling. Now that nothing matters. Just to be with you, I feel so much like a lost child. I try to control emotions. You say we’re as friends just to go out together, there’s nothing special between us, but I think you’re special to me, for me, because if you’re just a normal person, I would not be so crying or falling in love just like that.
you know that. But you do not know how much I love you, I am not sure how I feel. I’m crazy because I keep crying all the time that I’m near you, sorry I did not know you many years ago. I want you to know that all these years I have been sorely missed. Because;
I have loved you from the very first moment.
This unique excerpt imported from a beautiful book by, my good friend Nui.